Hi I’m ******* an I’ve been smoking since I was 15 an most of my greatest memerories are ones u would think to be stupid like sitting under a tree with childhood friends an not having to say anything to each other listening to our favourite bands an taking in nature it was surrantly my favourite time of my life I’m only 17 an I had a pretty unfair start to life but smoking has helped me to build up my life an apparated the smaller things in life but when I stop I losstrest to easly an due to circomstances I’ve had no choice but to stop an I’m finding it to hard to ajust an feel frustrated I miss the magiacial feeling being at one with yourself and nature an I have started smoking ciggrates an drinking to fill that empty space that was once so furfulled and content …. I long for the day when I can start again